Phoenix's Blog
A Place For My Head
2007-Nov-02
my first post yay!
Time: 9:00
Listening: Linkin Park - Place For My Head
Mood: indifferent
dedicated: to Eitan, my friend, who has been working hard on this site, and also built this blog system!
so i was so tired yesterday, i went to sleep in 11pm, and usually i got to sleep in 1am, even at work days. so now you understand how much it's unusual. and worse than that i was a zombie, because i wanted to sleep, and couldn't because i was afraid to wake up at 5 am or something, anyway, it didn't help, i woke up at 6. and than was the wake up - sleep procedure. and finally i gave up and woke up at 7:30 am.
so anyway, I'm really waiting for a new graphic project to pop up, but I'm kinda empty. and I'm getting bored by every minutes that passes by. i started to learn for the psychometry test, although I'm going to do it after the army, just for fun. I don't know why I'm doing this instead of play my guitar, my desire to play the guitar has almost disappeared, and now I don't know how to bring it back. sit and play won't do me any good, I've tried, I'm not actually enjoying it.
and i feel so isolated, although I see people from time to time, it's not the same like the time i went to school and i spent like 8 hours with all the people I like. i really miss those times, I cant deny it. and now everyone is so busy with work, army and i don't know what, this feeling just sucks, and maybe i'm not supposed to feel it, because i see people, i just don't know. this is one of the reasons i'm waiting for the army, to bad it's only 3 months away. also a new boyfriend would be nice, and don't get me started on that.
and you know what i want the most? i want a f***ing driver license!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111 god, is that such a hard ask?
and now my cousin got hers, me and my big mouth, i won't get the chance to take another test before she will come to Haifa, so now she can shove it on front of my face.
well that was a relief to write all that, it's outta ma mind. i should reconsider write in blogs.
peace out,
Listening: Linkin Park - Place For My Head
Mood: indifferent
dedicated: to Eitan, my friend, who has been working hard on this site, and also built this blog system!
so i was so tired yesterday, i went to sleep in 11pm, and usually i got to sleep in 1am, even at work days. so now you understand how much it's unusual. and worse than that i was a zombie, because i wanted to sleep, and couldn't because i was afraid to wake up at 5 am or something, anyway, it didn't help, i woke up at 6. and than was the wake up - sleep procedure. and finally i gave up and woke up at 7:30 am.
so anyway, I'm really waiting for a new graphic project to pop up, but I'm kinda empty. and I'm getting bored by every minutes that passes by. i started to learn for the psychometry test, although I'm going to do it after the army, just for fun. I don't know why I'm doing this instead of play my guitar, my desire to play the guitar has almost disappeared, and now I don't know how to bring it back. sit and play won't do me any good, I've tried, I'm not actually enjoying it.
and i feel so isolated, although I see people from time to time, it's not the same like the time i went to school and i spent like 8 hours with all the people I like. i really miss those times, I cant deny it. and now everyone is so busy with work, army and i don't know what, this feeling just sucks, and maybe i'm not supposed to feel it, because i see people, i just don't know. this is one of the reasons i'm waiting for the army, to bad it's only 3 months away. also a new boyfriend would be nice, and don't get me started on that.
and you know what i want the most? i want a f***ing driver license!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111 god, is that such a hard ask?
and now my cousin got hers, me and my big mouth, i won't get the chance to take another test before she will come to Haifa, so now she can shove it on front of my face.
well that was a relief to write all that, it's outta ma mind. i should reconsider write in blogs.
peace out,
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